Still looking at the three sides of the bill. . .
I don’t know if I should be pissed or what. I have this friend that I really really love. She has a boyfriend. And she just told me that she’s in love with me and I should just leave her alone and stop loving her (as her friend) because she wants to stop her feelings for me.
Huh? What?
It’s so hard dealing with teenagers. And now she’s jealous and all. She even treats me differently. I hate the new treatment, I hate her reaction to me not being able to return that kind of love back to her. I just wish she’d grow up. I hate how this affects my friendship with her.
I wish people would think more rather than feel.
I so hate feeling like this. I hope she understands. I really hope she does. If she did, it wouldn’t complicate our very good relationship, our friendship that I value so much. I just want her to be happy. But now, I guess I can’t even do that, rather, i’d bring more sadness to her. Damn it!
March 11th, 2008 at 8:04 pm
it already happened to me. in my case i was the teenager. back then i was sooo afraid of boys. i’m afraid that they will only bring me pain. up until now. but my reason is, i respect the friendship that we have(the guy is my classmate in college). plus, it is plainly obvious that i do not have feelings for him. and that made him drunk three long neck bottles of brandy.
we’re better off as friends.