Still looking at the three sides of the bill. . .
The only thing that feels better than reaching orgasm is crying, from your heart - at least for me.
Today, I missed my finals deliberately and decided to just idle in my room. I still have so much work to do (office, field, and school) and it’s even the weekend. I’m in deep shit, again. At least I know that my life is going nowhere as of the moment, awareness is the first step. I’m having a hard time doing the second step, which is actually trying to do something to change the situation.
I know what I did thoughtlessly hurt you and i’m really sorry. You said you had other reasons for dumping me, I understand, whatever those reasons are. You did hurt me as much as I hurt you though (by breaking up with me), maybe more, on a different degree. But I don’t mind, the fact remains that I love you and I want you to be happy. Life goes on after all. I believe in fate and destiny, in the context that we, somehow, make it. I know, I was not ready, but who actually is?
I will always be thankful and grateful that I have met you. You are the greatest catalyst of my life as of the moment and will be one of the greatest catalysts in my lifetime. You are a great person, that is a fact from my point of view.