Still looking at the three sides of the bill. . .
Someone out there is staring at the sky right now, hungry, cold, unconscious of the fact that tears are falling from her eyes, she asks herself “why is my life so hard?”. I know what that really feels like because I experienced it. I also experienced eating Pandesal mixed with my own tears and snot, ah, those were the days. She is wondering how it feels like to have decent clothing and decent food for the day, if she could get lucky today and eat more than one meal - one meal which is the usual. She is tired but she’s too tired to actually feel that she’s tired. Despite of her tears, she smiles and thinks, “I know tomorrow will be a better day.”. Yet people who have more comfort commit suicide over petty reasons, they complain like they’re the only ones with really heavy problems in the world. They blame whatever they can blame because of their pitiful life, be it the government, a corrupt official, or some fella who affected their life in a very negative way. Bullshit. They just take their comfort for granted, they won’t know satisfaction even if it already hit them that’s why their life remains stagnant. At this rate, the poor will become poorer, those in the middle will stay there and those who’re wealthy will become wealthier. The world needs a desperate change for faster progress. If it could only produce more kind people who’re not so pre-occupied with their own lives that they can spend most of their time helping those who need help. The fact of the matter is, the population of the world is divided into two equal parts - the creeps and the kind. Half are bad apples that’s why progress is slow. That’s why there is still no cure for cancer, that’s why poverty is still rampant, that’s why we have the World AIDS Day. The change must start from within, from one individual, to one community, to multiple communities, to the whole community. There is almost no possibility of lessening the bad apples, animal instincts will always set in. Most of the hungry will kill to survive, many will seek power and practice it over others, it’s a basic innate instinct and it’s the instinct that will cause the end of our civilization. It’s too bad that we have been given the power to kill ourselves.
When the equilibrium breaks and the decay starts to spread, we can do nothing about it. The decay is already there, we can never get rid of it. Wars have already started. But it’s a good thing, when everything decays, a new apple will grow, a little part of it will start to decay and the cycle will repeat. That’s why there is death, it is needed for the cycle. Life is a cycle, stagnancy will make it non-existent.
I’ve turned into a creep but i’m holding on to my willpower, I will change, I will join the kind.