Still looking at the three sides of the bill. . .
I can say that this is the first time in my life that I got a grasp of what really christmas is and it makes me smile. What a year, what a year, what a year. I’ve never been in love until last year, I never believed in romantic love yet I got in two serious relationships and it both ended this year in failure. This is also the first time where I just slept it off, I didn’t celebrate at all (in a literal way) but I did wake up one hour after the day turned 25th because one of my ex called me, my phone’s broken though, accidentally answered the call, hung up and sent a message stating I can’t take calls. So much in one year, it’s also been six months since I started work, maybe I should quit. This is hilarious, last year, I was the one who greeted a lot of people but this year’s different, I am the one being greeted. Two of my bestfriends who were single and virgins since birth got into relationships and got devirginized. What. A. Year. It dawned to me that this was another year of failure for me, at least it doesn’t look like a total fail like all the previous years, maybe next year won’t be a failure at all huh? I wonder how my sister is doing in a country with no Christmas in which it always feels like prison because of the nature of her work. I love her but she’s a bitch for fooling our parents about her “placement fees”, she actually fooled my father who pawned a property to give her the money so that she and her bitch can go together and work outside the country. And she complains and plans to go back home, how fucking shameless, she shouldn’t until she pays off the land. But maybe i’ll send her a greeting later. If I wasn’t a fucking theist, this day wouldn’t be special, everyday can be christmas (in the sense that you can bring the spirit of it) but this really is special, because this is the day Jesus Christ was born. I’m just thankful i’m still happy despite of everything that happened in my life. I’m also grateful that all my loved ones are in good health and are doing well. There’s no need to celebrate christmas for me because I have always celebrated it by loving everyone around me and giving them time. This is pathetic, I even have to work tomorrow. Merry christmas everyone, I don’t mean that, but yeah, merry christmas. Happy holidays.
December 25th, 2007 at 12:46 pm
Ey, Merry Christmas!
December 27th, 2007 at 3:41 am
There is always a first time.
Buti ka nga you were greeted, e ako tatlo lang ata tapos I replied pa with: “Am sorry, who is this?” LOL.
New Years are way better than Christmas though.