Still looking at the three sides of the bill. . .
I have tried my best and succeeded, i’ve ran ~20 kilometers today. It’s not really pure discipline but I think i’ve really imposed good self-discipline for the last 2 weeks. But it seems fruitless, my head is still round and my arms are actually bigger than before. It doesn’t bother me that i’m fat/chubby (i’ve been that for a very long time), what bothers me is that I do not see results (yet), it seems like my efforts are fruitless (for the moment).
I actually cut back on eating (my most loved activity of all-time) to stay healthy. But i’m not, I think i’m still bound for another surgery since there’s this fucking lump (made of fats again probably) on my body again, it needs to be removed else it could prove fatal (or something) to me.
I’ll run ~15 kilometers tomorrow. At least I love running.