Still looking at the three sides of the bill. . .
I looked above the clear blue sky and saw feathers falling. I closed my eyes and breathed deeply. Then I remembered you, this feeling reminds me of you. Beautiful, serene, eternal, warm.
And the world around me started to disappear, the ground filled with flowers, butterflies started to fly around. But I didn’t see anything, I felt it, it was definitely real. Then I opened my eyes and saw the new world around me. I felt my heart flutter with amazement. That new world is your presence. Everytime you smile, I see myself standing on the middle of that beautiful place. Your eyes petrify me, I could always see reflections of happiness whenever I look into it. It’s funny because I think and feel that whenever you hold my hand, i’m saved. So everytime it feels hopeless, I reach for yours. Then I start to feel better. Heaven is real, it’s being with you. At least for me.
Kung merong rhetorical questions, meron din namang rhetorical statements. And I am usually the receiver of these statements.
Blah, blah, blah, blah. Blah. Blah. Rhetorical, so shut the fuck up. So I do my thing and do the person a favor. Vanish. Just like that.
It’s funny. “They’re not your friends.”, an acquaintance said. Indeed, you’re one of them.
Life is boring, but it wouldn’t be kung ngingiti ka at tumingin sa salamin. Ginagawa ko yan palagi, at feeling ko mas gumaguwapo ako everytime. Mas gumaganda pa ang buhay sa paningin ko. Nakakagaan ng loob.
There are no strangers, just people not having the time to know you.
She looks good, graduated on the top of her class, and a law student. I just can’t seem to pick up my cellphone and use my fingers to send her a message. Because cellphones stress me out, unless they’re used for getting internet access. And I get bored easily.
Hot and Mentally Stimulating Woman: Hi! How’s your day?
Anonymous: Hello, it was fine. How was yours?
Hot (maybe bored) Woman: It was fine. (Usually waiting for my reply or maybe got bored and lost interest in life.)
Then it stops there. Because I don’t want to go through the redundancy of conversations, of getting to know each other, or talking about interesting things. I just want to, like, stay in the corner and mind my own shit.
And I attract interesting women. Like this really hot (medical student) chick. She has two kids with 2 different guys, the first she conceived when she was 13 and the other just recently. She’s 20 now. I think she instantly lost interest in me when I opened my mouth when she visited our house, I didn’t even talk to her. I rule.